
For me, he was more than an entertainer. I first got my taste in 1989, when I was 2 (almost 3). I will still never forget it - my mom was showing me the music video t

And then when I hit high-school everything took a turn. None of the kids liked him, and I was really ridiculed for it. I found a niche', but it was constant. It got to the point where I would fight with others over what they would say. To them they might've been joking or whatever, but to me it was deeply personal. I fought for my hero. I loved his music, I loved MJ as a person. When he started changing his appe

I was like that in highschool. I had the looks, smarts, and all that other shit to fit in with the "popular" crowds, but I never chose to. And I sure got a lot of crap over that too, but beside the point: I would find the kids who were singled out, who didn't have friends or just wanted someone to talk to. The group I hung out with are still the ones I'm around, and that I love and trust with all of my life, and some of them were those kids who were verbally and physically trashed in school because they were nerds, or something equivalent. I loved seeing the look on their faces, or inviting them out to play football or Smash Bros or something like that. It truly warmed me up in my heart and it will never be replaced. Most of the time they

After MJ passed, these very same people who once talked shit, who threatened to kick my ass and all this other stuff those years ago, started befriending his profile, adding his music, getting all sad and shit...nonsense! These kids were the contributors to why he had a rough life in his later years, and for them to go back on it because everyone else joined in is fucking stupid. I was upset for many days over that. I took so much trash, I didn't believe a word of any of that crap the tabloids spilled, while everyone did, and here they were, acting like true fans. They aren't. They will never be, but at least he's being celebrated. They will never understand.
But I did. And it destroyed me that he passed. All of the ways to contact me were flooded the moment other people found out - my work alone got calls all day from people I haven't talked to in years to relay me the ne

I went into a deep absorb, and I know it was not that long ago but to me it felt like an eternity ago. But I just recently got out of it, because I know Michael Jackson wouldn't want anyone to feel sad or hurt themselves over him, and I know he would've wanted people to celebrate and be happy, and thankful. For me, I'm thankful I had such an awesome hero, and he will continue to be something I'll hold dearest to me.

I never got a chance to say anything, because I never have, but with some help from my friend Eddie, I can now listen to his music, look at his pictures, and let that part back into my heart. I can't thank you enough dude! =)
In closing, don't be so quick to judge someone based on media or word of mouth. Look past that and find the person who they are on the inside. It does wonders. For me, I found a compassionate, funny, loving, true hero that will never be replaced, and even though I've never met him, it's what they stand for, and what they love that sticks to you. You can expect a few nods to him in Hypertension as it comes along.
I love you Michael Jackson, always. You were the true King of all Kings. Farewell, and I hope you find the peace you constantly desired.
-Corbin
3 comments:
I completely agree about people jumping on the bandwagon. It's disgusting how many people failed to acknowledge his musical genius while he was still alive. Many of his newfound "fans" are the same people who ridiculed him throughout his life. He'll definitely be missed.
Hmm, maybe you should add him in Hypertension, as a tribute or add a song of his to the game or something. Would be nice. :)
We have already moved to include several references, as well as a special item you can get, in his memory. We cannot use his music but we can sure use an artistic, Blood-type rendition of one of his most meaningful songs. Just wait for it. ^^
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